self-esteem problem

hey guys, it's my second post for today. there's nothing to do, so here i am. sitting here like a boss. lol. yeah, i admit it's quite boring, but i won't let the boredom killed these decent moment of mine. before graduate from high school (ceh), i always have the fear staying in home for my long 'holiday' while waiting for my public examination result to come out. my sleeping and eating schedule was completely fucked. what i was saying is, my life is so messy. no discipline. sleep in the morning and stay awake all night. i currently hve BIG problem with food now. it's a massive one. i keep on opening the refrigerator and go get some food on the kitchen like every 30 minutes. gosh. i dont want to get on that scale because i'm afraid to see the number. i will meet my friend on thursday. now i know why some people really hate and afraid of reunion. i am so shy. i am 'chubbier' now. aaaah. tia tau lagi apa mo jadi klu dorng tia kenal sy. haha. lol. thats it for now. bye.

4 Responses so far.

  1. cmna hri khamis nti pla?y i dunno anything bout it :/